Oh my.. it had been 5 days since i last blog.. no good.. me getting lazier ><~.. betta work harder..
last week had been a really draining one.. having to stay in school everyday .. monday to wednesday have had to stay til like.. what.. 11 oclock..? sitting in the freezing lt and listen to similiar q n a's.. itz painful.. but supporting frenz is kinda fun still =x.. i ran for gs and fac head bt all didn get.. kinda disappointed bout the latter as i've failed my classmates.. no more fac head frm 67 T. T... hahax.. bt apprently itz my flaw that i carn rah rah the crowd.. and our fac head gonna be's are so good.. ^^! GO JUNSHYANG AND TENGSENG!..
frenz came to me and asked if i'm sad =x.. glad to know that they cared.. and i always replied wif the same answer..
i believed that in competitions [what eva type it is]there will always be losers and winners... the losers fail out of the game and the winners strived on, not alone but bearing the burden of loser's honour, for they no longer fight for themselves, but also for the honour of the ones tha fell before them. and mi, lost in the elections, so junshyang and tengseng will be striving on wif my honour and lead us well as artemis fac . heads ^^.
[so i told xinhui this.. and he goes:" i dun noe if ur answer is reliable or not... esp. frm the survey done ystd.." Jn:"..."]
what happened was. on wednesday michelle have had this random idea of asking guyz if they will hide their feelings when they are sad or smt.. if no, why. i'm the one who answered .. "err. ya, duh!. i'm brought up with the mindset that guyz cannot show their feelings. "
and some disagreed wif me. bt seriously, when i was young, and i really mean very young.. like.. 4..? since i rmbr stuff.. my mum had been telling me "hey, stop crying, you r a boi god damn it" or smt along that line.. wif out the "god damn it.." it carn be helped.. we guyz had no rights to express - -.. or at least in most families we believe that. strength in both body and mind is what defined us, and it is what we have to be.. ><~.. sad sad
onli able to reach home early on thursday and friday.. [friday dad flew to china]. and saturday i'm out the whole day again.. election and allocation exercise [interviews] ..followed by the fac outting @ dragon gate! gagagaga...
stoned the first half of the programme.. simply too tired.. zham food liao den feel super hyper.. [nice dim s..m, how eva u spell that]. so went arnd taking foto wif classmates.. nvr had much chance and missed alot of ppl = =.. sad.. sad.. bt den again. had lotsa pix still ^^.. and finally we've got an updated classfoto! ^^! TY MICHELLE!
fotos will be uploaded later... juz by looking at the coming week.. i'm totally exhausted.. chem test, maths quiz, combined sports meet, allocation exercise, go ivans hse do bridge, squash cheering... i dun even have a day off - -.. *goes crazy*
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