Darius

Lazy miii!!

Oh my.. it had been 5 days since i last blog.. no good.. me getting lazier ><~.. betta work harder..

last week had been a really draining one.. having to stay in school everyday .. monday to wednesday have had to stay til like.. what.. 11 oclock..? sitting in the freezing lt and listen to similiar q n a's.. itz painful.. but supporting frenz is kinda fun still =x.. i ran for gs and fac head bt all didn get.. kinda disappointed bout the latter as i've failed my classmates.. no more fac head frm 67 T. T... hahax.. bt apprently itz my flaw that i carn rah rah the crowd.. and our fac head gonna be's are so good.. ^^! GO JUNSHYANG AND TENGSENG!..

frenz came to me and asked if i'm sad =x.. glad to know that they cared.. and i always replied wif the same answer..

i believed that in competitions [what eva type it is]there will always be losers and winners... the losers fail out of the game and the winners strived on, not alone but bearing the burden of loser's honour, for they no longer fight for themselves, but also for the honour of the ones tha fell before them. and mi, lost in the elections, so junshyang and tengseng will be striving on wif my honour and lead us well as artemis fac . heads ^^.

[so i told xinhui this.. and he goes:" i dun noe if ur answer is reliable or not... esp. frm the survey done ystd.." Jn:"..."]

what happened was. on wednesday michelle have had this random idea of asking guyz if they will hide their feelings when they are sad or smt.. if no, why. i'm the one who answered .. "err. ya, duh!. i'm brought up with the mindset that guyz cannot show their feelings. "

and some disagreed wif me. bt seriously, when i was young, and i really mean very young.. like.. 4..? since i rmbr stuff.. my mum had been telling me "hey, stop crying, you r a boi god damn it" or smt along that line.. wif out the "god damn it.." it carn be helped.. we guyz had no rights to express - -.. or at least in most families we believe that. strength in both body and mind is what defined us, and it is what we have to be.. ><~.. sad sad

onli able to reach home early on thursday and friday.. [friday dad flew to china]. and saturday i'm out the whole day again.. election and allocation exercise [interviews] ..followed by the fac outting @ dragon gate! gagagaga...

stoned the first half of the programme.. simply too tired.. zham food liao den feel super hyper.. [nice dim s..m, how eva u spell that]. so went arnd taking foto wif classmates.. nvr had much chance and missed alot of ppl = =.. sad.. sad.. bt den again. had lotsa pix still ^^.. and finally we've got an updated classfoto! ^^! TY MICHELLE!

fotos will be uploaded later... juz by looking at the coming week.. i'm totally exhausted.. chem test, maths quiz, combined sports meet, allocation exercise, go ivans hse do bridge, squash cheering... i dun even have a day off - -.. *goes crazy*

Exhausted..

super super super super duper tired.. z. z.. might faint anytime now..

been running around 7 am in the morning nonstop til like 11 pm..

started all wif a mentally draining physics test of which the pros says hard and noobs says easy..
[cos noobs lyk me aim for pass where as pros aim for 100%..]

go on to have econs.. of which jiannan for no reason damn hyper.. said lines like "weekend is boring with out econs".. and ofcourse my frenz who know me well questioned my integrity.. =p

maths and chem got screwed to a certain extent.. =x.. maths forgot to bring tutorial and chem didn noe how to do a stupid question.. ms bobillier is probably worried.. she wanna c my tutorial like.. today[ ya.. itz 12am]... so obvirously i went for squash cheering [ super exciting.. we thrashed. =x].. and den council internal election.. cold and hungry =x.. bt i survived.. even wif out hp battery.. glad zhikai and wilson took over when i wasn @ sch.. arhx.. darn.. not thinking straight. end it all off wif a random pix =p 2ml


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Bleach. Animal cruelty.

went back to watch bleach for a while..

came across the line "live well, age well, bald well, and die after me..
and if possible.. die after me.". ya.. his dad told him that.. best line to show parental luv eva? ^^|

okay.. the following post is only meant for the strong-hearted.. itz about luv too. and plz dun say i'm cruel or whatsoever... sometimes itz juz that we refuse to look at the harsh facts... Told mum about that friday's presentation by that guy @ our ct peroid...

ya.. as expected, she couldn take it when i talk about the caged bears.. but seriously... nobody can feel nothing when you look into the insane gaze of the bears. taking a step back. questions came to mind. is that guy a vegetarian? and why is he only rescuing the wild endangered species... he did mention about his organization "not about bred and stray cats and dogs" right.. den where does his empathy lie? and where will yours lie?

taking another step back.. the harsh fact of nature is that the strong rule over the weak... apparently we climbed all the way up the food chain to be the ruler.. and perhaps abusing the power.. bt seriously.. we are born to eat both veges and meat.. and all these comes from living things.. scrutinize the food chain from bottom to top.. so long as your not basic minerals, your depriving something else of their existence for your own wellbeing... it cannot be helped.

what i believe, is that we shouldn kill and torture for pleasure.. since we are top of the chain we should carry ourselves like kings... however, the choice is still with the individuals, to be humane or not.. for we believe such abusive behavior is animal-like.. [ya.. i came across cat abuse rat b4.. itz for training the kitten for hunting though] anything else is fine..

take for myself as an example.. i do not eat animals that are killed for me.. [that means my desire to eat directly caused their death] and i do not wish to get close to any form of fragile life forms as my recklessness may cause their pain and suffering.. [yeah babies included. - -]

However, when i watched the video that guy presented, it didn really shake me... there is no point... there are inhuman ppl out there, but its their choice.. life are lost for human beings every single millisecond. even if your a vegetarian, your killing plants... they are life forms too... the way of nature. accept it. and not contribute to the pain of others is all we can do. we cannot possibly be stopping other carnivores from hunting down prey.. and let them die of starvation right?

Stop letting the heartache and tears get to you. think of it this way... in the championship of life, we are the winners, and losers gave up their lives and we lived on. we are no longer just responsible for ourselves, we're bearing the glory of the ones fell under us. Live well, for we are living for them too. [ya.. think of this in life too.. it applies to all competitions. you may win or lose.. the losers give their hope to the winners who will fight on for the glory of all.]

Spring CLEANING! ^^

ARHX>.. another tiring day ^^! feeling damn good thou.. cos like.. we did some HUGE project.. which is spring cleaning of "hui suo".. a tiny tiny room under lt5.. ya.. that storage room have like.. 6-7 shelfs and we stuffed .. so much stuff inside and all are neat.. we even have a recreation corner in the room - -|.. and able to sit the "zhao cai mao" infront of the window.. have had this door-opening ceremony of which our chair and vice chair opens the door together.. [photos are taken and we're applouding..].. when chair discovered that the lock dun like him.. and he carn open.. ^^|.. bt in the spirit of nvr-say-die.. he did open it and err.. manage to lock it back at the end of the day.. [yay.. i rmbr the code liao.. now i own a part of huangcheng too =x..] door opening ceremony followed by intensive "exercise".. took out ALL the stuff in the room.. like.. this.. and we found TONS of books.. "cheng shuo.." in rather good condition.. although they are rather old.. aside from that.. we have had tons of postcards.. posters.. bleah blahx.. LOTSA LOTSA junk.. lokki's list of items are filled with stuff like.. "metal stuff x 5, unknown use. perfect condition" .. mystery items. =x.. after putting all in order.. we moved the stuffs into the empty huisuo.. [illustrated below] okay.. okay.. this room may look big frm this view.. bcos itz empty u see.. and its owned by the whole of chinese soc. thatz made up by chinese orc. ge fang. huang cheng.. thatz like what.. a grp of 100+ strong? - -|. even council have a decent room for 50 ppl ^^|.. oh ya.! almost forgot about our men shen.. [ya .. itz always On the door.].. really cool dude. [ps.. if you look really close.. xiao xin have a choker arnd his neck. =x.. and ya. the shadow is mine =x.]
end of fun.. mug physics.. i did promise myself not to fail any test anymore.. =s.. work hard ><~.. monday'z events: squash cheering; elections[?] ; start of vbc[?]
... betta slp now so that i can recover frm my illness before all the events come spamming in again ^^|! peaceout.'

oh ya.. congratz to shiwei and claire. and sorry for chiajone and guojie...

<3 firefox!

yay! firefox rox.. ie doesn let me log in and firefox does.. bleahx! .. i've got so much to blog about..
since the last blog..

1. i've been elected..
2. involved in sportsday retail
3. involved in mastermind econs
4. involved in vbc
5. been through council camp
6. team aumento goes to semi.
7. decided failure is not my cup of tea anymore.

hmmx.. thatz about all..
i think i'll juz skip the details.. [can hardly rmbr any anyway..] and blog frm 2day on ^^|!.
... 3 am today.. i was pia.ing my AQ for GP.. humming a song while i write.. something like..
"do what ya have to do to break free.. " and so on..

this morning i wake up and read my aq again.. apprently.. my lines didn make sense.. and song lyrics is everywhere on my paper.. =x.. i need slp bad - -|..

read pplz blogs.. later go tag .. taking a personality test frm anni's blog.. letz c who am i ^^..

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men. You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

[hey man.. there are so many words that i dun noe - -|.. how am i soppose to do the "logic"]

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

[wth.. so zhun - -|]

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past

What Color Is Your Psyche?

[..i dun mind the description.. but violet.. - -|]

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

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[spanish? cool! AUMENTO!]

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

[err.. nice pix of a unicorn! ^^|]

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

[somehow it reminds me of dota - -|]

Your Luck Quotient: 62%

You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

[..lucky? not really - -.. 4 leaf clover rox thou..]

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

[huh.. bo link lehx.. dun really understand - -]

Your Learning Style: Energetic and Inspired

You always find the words to express yourself, and there's hardly a class or subject you don't enjoy. You Should Study: Advertising Art Classics Counseling Journalism Political Science Sales Teaching

What Should You Study?

[yay! luv these subjects too.]

You Are Quite Worldly

You've done a good bit of worldly exploring, and you have an international perspective. And you're definitely looking forward to your future adventures abroad. You've got the passport, the desire to travel, and maybe even the language skills. Now all you need are the means!

How Worldly Are You?

[okay this is boring.. i mean.. the questions aint fun ><~|]

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

[..judge a person by 3 questions..? - -| nahx..]

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker. While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

[okay.. so different tests says total opposite personality of me..]

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

[<3>

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

[..u gotta be kidding me.. hey dude! doesn those questions tell u that i'm a guy?!]

You Are 32% Tortured Genius

You definitely have a few tortured genius qualities, but you hide them pretty well. You're smart enough to be a genius - but also smart enough not to let it torture you.

Are You a Tortured Genius?

[hmmx.. this sounds nice.. i always knew i'm a genious! =p]

You Are: 70% Dog, 30% Cat

You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

[i knew it.. they will take dog as a grp kinda guy.. and cat as loner]

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

[... not bad ^^..]

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

The Five Factor Personality Test

[alrite! all sounds nice except the last part.. hmmx.. dun lyk how itz put..]

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

[ALRIGHT! I LUV MY NATURAL TALENT ^^!]

You Are Not Destined to Rule the World

You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do!

Are You Destined For World Domination?

[NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT MY WORLD DOMINATION!]

You Are a Boxer Puppy

Energetic, playful and good with kids. You've also got a wild spirit that can't be trained or tamed.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

okay the day shall end here.. hell of a list to read.. glad ur patient enuf to reach this line ^^|. have a nice day!

-Jn.

apples..

"will you be eating that cake?.. say what you want but i'm taking that cake" - L

random quote i came across today ^^..

and a random picture.. [ps.. might start ro in a singapore server yet again - -]

alrite alrite! no more random stuff... here'z joshua with our atomic model.. [ps.. teletubies anyone?^^]

dun tell joshua i snapped him =x..

anw.. the plan to get zhonglin to help our class do class tee design didn quite work out.. he nvr do T. T.. maybe i shld work on it after election stuff.. yeppz.. 2ml is the judgement day.. a few answers to a few interesting questions and tADAA~! votinG!!!! and.. and.. i didn prepare my pi yet.. and and.. also yet to do my redraft.. ms ng might berserk.. betta pia now..

will wear a shirt with ivan's pix on it for painting banner if i got through... ^^. it says oracle.. obvirously i wun wanna wear it out.. be my painting shirt.. itz the fate ^^.. [den again.. nvr kena paint on shirt due to banner painting before lehx. - -.. dun see the need for it]

Lately checked out: Sudden Attack [mmofps], O2Jam [mmo], O2Jam2[Mmo] audition [mmo] Sof[mmorpg] stepmania [pc]....... ........ and MORE!

most probably go play acRO for a few dayz.. train stepmania @ same time.. try catch up wif my studies.. and embrace life after election ^^

random:

"Apples taste so much better indoors"

"For me... Apples are like cigarettes and liquor for humans. If i'm deprived i'll go on withdrawals"