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aww. glad the click counter is still increasing.. to who eva that drop by my blog even thou i haven been updating for a freaking long time.. ><.. TY!!!

ya.. exhausted lately.. investiture took up most of my last week.. was really hot on the weekends, [38.3 degrees].. and the thing is.. when i went to the doctor.. [after waiting for an hour in his clinic] my degree was 37.0.. so he decided not to give me anything for fever.. - -.. have had so much stuff to do in school on saturday but my body dun let me go.. missed dance night, missed my first gm wif 34th, missed core module public speaking..

oh well.. nothing much can be done ><. finally have had time to go for ne2twork on tuesday.. yay!. had potluck.. tons of junk food to eat.. felt damn sinful can.. bt on second thought. ^^ wastage is sinful too.. so i helped in clearing up the mess XD... juz that my thoat couldn take too much of those.. so ya.. didn eat excessively.
ps. good luck for the new exco team for ne2twork.. <3>

34th hcsc investiture over. council room ours. now i've got access to 3 rooms in sch! XD.. provided i figure out how to open the lock.. if i'm not wrong the gems have access to nearly all rooms in school = =.. master key.. ..

thoughts are all jumbled up.. still sick i soppose..

holiday is here.. soon. cant wait. but there are so much stuff waiting for me in the holiday too..

namely.
some social entrepreneurship thingy..
some prom sponsorship thingy..
some sat mugging..
some block test preparation..
some physical exercise..
some council website thingy..
some students' forum thingy..
some extra sleeping time..
some fresh air..
some swimming lessons..
some .. whatever.. thatz not the whole list.. and any single one of them can take up the whole of my holiday.. what sorta holiday is this.. ><

guess i'll juz have to get use to this ..
learnt never to regret..
bt den.. really wanna play bridge wif classmates T. T

pray for the safe return of my fone.. its in the repair shop now..

-randomized jn..

Oh man.

[chalked banner; dayong jumping?]

[Bridge of ours]

i felt so bad ><~ that i hadn blogged for so long..

finally convinced myself its about time i give one post =p.. YAY hERE GOES~ Was allocated the position of IT director in the allocation exercise.. [i didn put it as any of my choices.. but oh well - -|] it was all good~!

Although the job required me to mug like hell for computer knowledge.. of which i had given back to teacher / books long long long time ago.. PUBCO was fun. ~ we've got zongying simchun eddie junjie jiannan dayong; ngee lingying xinyi and the boss weiguo; the special guest kangjie XD yeppz! as u can see... we've got so many fun ppl arnd ^^.. had our first informal.. decided on our vision for our comm.. [make all juniors DIE TO JOIN PUBCO].. like ya.. be the most zhai comm ^^.

the informal was at kap that took arnd 1.5 hrs.. and we went to play pool for 2.5 hrs after which =x. [YESH I won dayong cos he made many mistakes XD].. and still deciding on our next outting.. really cool...

sad that i missed tuesday's ne2twork foto taking.. asked kaiheng to fotoshop me in XP.. not sure if he can rmbr..

Couldn dance speedy.. walk-in for investiture was kinda cool.. see how we practice in the future bahx.. hopefully it'd be a hit..

still looking for fitting leather shoes.. ><|

Darius

Lazy miii!!

Oh my.. it had been 5 days since i last blog.. no good.. me getting lazier ><~.. betta work harder..

last week had been a really draining one.. having to stay in school everyday .. monday to wednesday have had to stay til like.. what.. 11 oclock..? sitting in the freezing lt and listen to similiar q n a's.. itz painful.. but supporting frenz is kinda fun still =x.. i ran for gs and fac head bt all didn get.. kinda disappointed bout the latter as i've failed my classmates.. no more fac head frm 67 T. T... hahax.. bt apprently itz my flaw that i carn rah rah the crowd.. and our fac head gonna be's are so good.. ^^! GO JUNSHYANG AND TENGSENG!..

frenz came to me and asked if i'm sad =x.. glad to know that they cared.. and i always replied wif the same answer..

i believed that in competitions [what eva type it is]there will always be losers and winners... the losers fail out of the game and the winners strived on, not alone but bearing the burden of loser's honour, for they no longer fight for themselves, but also for the honour of the ones tha fell before them. and mi, lost in the elections, so junshyang and tengseng will be striving on wif my honour and lead us well as artemis fac . heads ^^.

[so i told xinhui this.. and he goes:" i dun noe if ur answer is reliable or not... esp. frm the survey done ystd.." Jn:"..."]

what happened was. on wednesday michelle have had this random idea of asking guyz if they will hide their feelings when they are sad or smt.. if no, why. i'm the one who answered .. "err. ya, duh!. i'm brought up with the mindset that guyz cannot show their feelings. "

and some disagreed wif me. bt seriously, when i was young, and i really mean very young.. like.. 4..? since i rmbr stuff.. my mum had been telling me "hey, stop crying, you r a boi god damn it" or smt along that line.. wif out the "god damn it.." it carn be helped.. we guyz had no rights to express - -.. or at least in most families we believe that. strength in both body and mind is what defined us, and it is what we have to be.. ><~.. sad sad

onli able to reach home early on thursday and friday.. [friday dad flew to china]. and saturday i'm out the whole day again.. election and allocation exercise [interviews] ..followed by the fac outting @ dragon gate! gagagaga...

stoned the first half of the programme.. simply too tired.. zham food liao den feel super hyper.. [nice dim s..m, how eva u spell that]. so went arnd taking foto wif classmates.. nvr had much chance and missed alot of ppl = =.. sad.. sad.. bt den again. had lotsa pix still ^^.. and finally we've got an updated classfoto! ^^! TY MICHELLE!

fotos will be uploaded later... juz by looking at the coming week.. i'm totally exhausted.. chem test, maths quiz, combined sports meet, allocation exercise, go ivans hse do bridge, squash cheering... i dun even have a day off - -.. *goes crazy*

Exhausted..

super super super super duper tired.. z. z.. might faint anytime now..

been running around 7 am in the morning nonstop til like 11 pm..

started all wif a mentally draining physics test of which the pros says hard and noobs says easy..
[cos noobs lyk me aim for pass where as pros aim for 100%..]

go on to have econs.. of which jiannan for no reason damn hyper.. said lines like "weekend is boring with out econs".. and ofcourse my frenz who know me well questioned my integrity.. =p

maths and chem got screwed to a certain extent.. =x.. maths forgot to bring tutorial and chem didn noe how to do a stupid question.. ms bobillier is probably worried.. she wanna c my tutorial like.. today[ ya.. itz 12am]... so obvirously i went for squash cheering [ super exciting.. we thrashed. =x].. and den council internal election.. cold and hungry =x.. bt i survived.. even wif out hp battery.. glad zhikai and wilson took over when i wasn @ sch.. arhx.. darn.. not thinking straight. end it all off wif a random pix =p 2ml


5

Bleach. Animal cruelty.

went back to watch bleach for a while..

came across the line "live well, age well, bald well, and die after me..
and if possible.. die after me.". ya.. his dad told him that.. best line to show parental luv eva? ^^|

okay.. the following post is only meant for the strong-hearted.. itz about luv too. and plz dun say i'm cruel or whatsoever... sometimes itz juz that we refuse to look at the harsh facts... Told mum about that friday's presentation by that guy @ our ct peroid...

ya.. as expected, she couldn take it when i talk about the caged bears.. but seriously... nobody can feel nothing when you look into the insane gaze of the bears. taking a step back. questions came to mind. is that guy a vegetarian? and why is he only rescuing the wild endangered species... he did mention about his organization "not about bred and stray cats and dogs" right.. den where does his empathy lie? and where will yours lie?

taking another step back.. the harsh fact of nature is that the strong rule over the weak... apparently we climbed all the way up the food chain to be the ruler.. and perhaps abusing the power.. bt seriously.. we are born to eat both veges and meat.. and all these comes from living things.. scrutinize the food chain from bottom to top.. so long as your not basic minerals, your depriving something else of their existence for your own wellbeing... it cannot be helped.

what i believe, is that we shouldn kill and torture for pleasure.. since we are top of the chain we should carry ourselves like kings... however, the choice is still with the individuals, to be humane or not.. for we believe such abusive behavior is animal-like.. [ya.. i came across cat abuse rat b4.. itz for training the kitten for hunting though] anything else is fine..

take for myself as an example.. i do not eat animals that are killed for me.. [that means my desire to eat directly caused their death] and i do not wish to get close to any form of fragile life forms as my recklessness may cause their pain and suffering.. [yeah babies included. - -]

However, when i watched the video that guy presented, it didn really shake me... there is no point... there are inhuman ppl out there, but its their choice.. life are lost for human beings every single millisecond. even if your a vegetarian, your killing plants... they are life forms too... the way of nature. accept it. and not contribute to the pain of others is all we can do. we cannot possibly be stopping other carnivores from hunting down prey.. and let them die of starvation right?

Stop letting the heartache and tears get to you. think of it this way... in the championship of life, we are the winners, and losers gave up their lives and we lived on. we are no longer just responsible for ourselves, we're bearing the glory of the ones fell under us. Live well, for we are living for them too. [ya.. think of this in life too.. it applies to all competitions. you may win or lose.. the losers give their hope to the winners who will fight on for the glory of all.]

Spring CLEANING! ^^

ARHX>.. another tiring day ^^! feeling damn good thou.. cos like.. we did some HUGE project.. which is spring cleaning of "hui suo".. a tiny tiny room under lt5.. ya.. that storage room have like.. 6-7 shelfs and we stuffed .. so much stuff inside and all are neat.. we even have a recreation corner in the room - -|.. and able to sit the "zhao cai mao" infront of the window.. have had this door-opening ceremony of which our chair and vice chair opens the door together.. [photos are taken and we're applouding..].. when chair discovered that the lock dun like him.. and he carn open.. ^^|.. bt in the spirit of nvr-say-die.. he did open it and err.. manage to lock it back at the end of the day.. [yay.. i rmbr the code liao.. now i own a part of huangcheng too =x..] door opening ceremony followed by intensive "exercise".. took out ALL the stuff in the room.. like.. this.. and we found TONS of books.. "cheng shuo.." in rather good condition.. although they are rather old.. aside from that.. we have had tons of postcards.. posters.. bleah blahx.. LOTSA LOTSA junk.. lokki's list of items are filled with stuff like.. "metal stuff x 5, unknown use. perfect condition" .. mystery items. =x.. after putting all in order.. we moved the stuffs into the empty huisuo.. [illustrated below] okay.. okay.. this room may look big frm this view.. bcos itz empty u see.. and its owned by the whole of chinese soc. thatz made up by chinese orc. ge fang. huang cheng.. thatz like what.. a grp of 100+ strong? - -|. even council have a decent room for 50 ppl ^^|.. oh ya.! almost forgot about our men shen.. [ya .. itz always On the door.].. really cool dude. [ps.. if you look really close.. xiao xin have a choker arnd his neck. =x.. and ya. the shadow is mine =x.]
end of fun.. mug physics.. i did promise myself not to fail any test anymore.. =s.. work hard ><~.. monday'z events: squash cheering; elections[?] ; start of vbc[?]
... betta slp now so that i can recover frm my illness before all the events come spamming in again ^^|! peaceout.'

oh ya.. congratz to shiwei and claire. and sorry for chiajone and guojie...